Forgive me Lord, the shucks of corn were for my convenience, only 2 of the 4 got shucked, but the motion and unknow of it must have aggressively aggravated the neighbor across the street from the public pull off… He couldn’t have understood what I was doing – composting – but maybe it was my aggressive looking toss… Maybe my loud music – I had no idea there even was a house across the street.  Technically this was loitering longer than he thought appropriate – my respite was not appreciated. He only saw the toss I guess, assuming garbage… It was the intention known vs unknown or known and disregarded or regarded… Well, I don’t like confused conflict so I drove away, actually drove opposite and then quickly turned around to drive my own way, more stealth. Calm after confusion. Escape from excitement.

Somewhere this matters but actually doesn’t.  Assuming garbage of holding onto guilt not needed, for I feel like the Lord knows my intention… pre-composting simple corn shucks… Awww shucks to the situation, and shucks to garbage grumbling… but awww thanks to the Lord weighing the heart… (the other guy’s too)… Assuming garbage is not good for anyone.

You look at the heart and Yours is purest – we hold out for Your grace…

For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. 1 Samuel 16:7

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A poem:

I’m sorry Lord for the throw unknown.

I’m sorry for his yelling made from his grown.

Assuming garbage but composting the good is Your known.

I’m asking forgiveness from mind preoccupation and now my moan.

I guess I understand a little more for what you felt when on earth you did roam.

Accusation of inaccurate assuming. Motions that mirrored in muddled mayhem. Simply nothing to simple moan..

You endured the pain and yet the gain is Your Throne.

Now I’m glad to be safe at home. 

I’ll be more cautious in my unknown.

I will be cautious to look twice before I have thrown.

Mentally in my “oops-s”  I have grown.

In You, Lord, my real mess ups are known.

In You Lord, we will continue to live to roam.

Your vision of forgiveness makes us feel safe and at home.

Amen