Media Christian, 10NOV – #293

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Media Christian – I am a Christian as a direct result of media…. Media Resources were/are preveniently conveniently placed so that I could realized how Jesus mediated God’s Grace…

Here is my devotion (I feel this amplification to my first “real” Christmas starting in me…):

Media Christian, 10Nov

Media at my fingertips, easy, accessible, freely shared…

Media of recorded sermons, God opened my ears,

Media of recorded music, God opened my heart,

Media of prevenient Facebook faith friends, God opened my eyes…

Media of biblical scholarly websites, God opened my brain…

Media-enabled email conversations, God opened my soul…

Media-enabled writing….

 

Writing

Writing

Writing…

 

Writing God…

Writing from my heart,

Writing to my brain,

Writing to warm my soul,

Writing to touch YOUR soul…

Media enabled God sharing thru email…

Media enabled God sharing thru blogs….

Media enabled God sharing Salvation thru one’s internalized Jesus…

Media Christian…

 

Christ a Media-tor for God.

Media me Jesus, mediate me…

 

ME-D-I-A Christian spelled out = Me, Debbie, I Am Christian

ME-D-I-A-T-O-R CHRIST = Me, Debbie, I Am Telling Of Risen Christ

Soften Your Heart and Thrive, 07 NOV – #292

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Soften Your Heart and Thrive, 07 NOV

“Women saved thru childbearing”… Paul could mean so many things in 1st Timothy, I can’t read Greek or Hebrew for my own slant, and I KNOW the customs of the time were very DIFFERENT…. But what does this Jesus baby (now a growing child) in my heart say to me TODAY about being saved thru childbirth?

Soften and Thrive, 07 NOV

In 1st Timothy, Apostle Paul wants this for women: “9 I also want the women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, adorning themselves, not with elaborate hairstyles or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, 10 but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.”

Before we jump down Paul’s throat for such expectations of women being silent (and I highly doubt they were) at that ancient time and i am NOT going to go into those discussions in this piece, let’s also look at what Paul wants for men: “8 Therefore I want the men everywhere to pray, lifting up holy hands without anger or disputing.”

Well, sure, what’s the chance of that? Men without anger? Even Jesus had anger towards men… Anger and strife is human… But anger towards God? No…. See Paul may have desired what God desires, men to be praising (regardless of thorns in their sides) and NOT take anger WITH GOD for one’s lot in life… Paul urges the raising ones hands in praise and surrendered belief that Jesus took the judgment consequences for us all. Men (ALL OF US these days) are to have no dispute with God – settle your anger, forgive each other, soften your heart to feel Jesus’s compassion and weep with HIS tears, just like the song states…

When we think of childbearing for women, we see (and I certainly felt) the giving of one’s whole body for the baby. Not just carrying the strain but physically and mentally, hormonally and nutritionally, all aspects of childbearing changes the whole body. Women saved thru childbirth also means that it is US bearing Jesus into and thru our hearts. (note: to read when Jesus was being born in me please see writing # 7, Christmas Eve Labor, 24 Dec)… I so felt this amazing change in my heart – and so bore Jesus thru my physical, mental, hormonal, and nutritional states… In body and spirit, Jesus was born anew in me from the seeds God placed into me, which he carefully watered. Then he sent the HOLY SPIRIT to DRIVE all the players into position – so that when HE flooded me with a Christmas Flood (writing #2, Christmas Flood), I was ready to give birth – with spiritual doctors and nursemaids aplenty… A baby Jesus, that i could no longer deny, was being born at the proper time in my life – at time when i was emotionally ready to raise and grow this child. I pray you have born or will bear Jesus when you are ready. Bearing Mary’s tears at the death of her son and weeping Jesus’s tears at his crucifixion will cleanse your soul.

Trust me that adorning oneself with a baby Jesus is beauty – not from gold or pearls or fancy clothes… Oh, there is no greater beauty then that which can been visualized when Jesus’s smile is on your face…

After childbearing, life-calling is not done… there is child-raising, Of course Jesus is not going to feed himself, he was a baby – He and all babies need to be cared for – nurtured, taught, and fed. A women’s work is not done at childbirth – NEVER done when all the world are God’s children. Truly BOTH men and women can begin this journey of raising God’s children in TODAY’S customs… Once born, Jesus in ALL men and women needs proper spiritual nutrition – less junk – more of a healthy diet that we can feed into our temple bodies and minds… Jesus will eek by with all our non-nutritive ways – but he will THRIVE when we feed him right. Because of Jesus’ growth we will THRIVE as well…

Babies (and especially baby Jesus) will soften your heart – babies will kick you mentally into surviving and thriving because you have to give yourself to raise them – and when you can compassionately give of yourself – the baby will grow and thrive… Yes, YOU can grow Jesus and not begrudge the situation – you can thrive because Jesus grows in you. You can weep with Jesus’s tears for compassion for the world when yours dry up – and YES Jesus’s Godly tears will fill your cup – from the inside. I hold my cup up, Lord, fill me up….

Soften your heart and Thrive…..

Amen

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“Soften my heart, Lord Soften my heart From all indifference Set me apart To feel your compassion To weep with your tears Come soften my heart, O Lord Soften my heart” Graham Kendrick

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1 Timothy 2 (NIV)

Instructions on Worship

2 I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— 2 for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. 3 This is good, and pleases God our Savior, 4 who wants all people to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. 5 For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus, 6 who gave himself as a ransom for all people. This has now been witnessed to at the proper time. 7 And for this purpose I was appointed a herald and an apostle—I am telling the truth, I am not lying—and a true and faithful teacher of the Gentiles.

8 Therefore I want the men everywhere to pray, lifting up holy hands without anger or disputing. 9 I also want the women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, adorning themselves, not with elaborate hairstyles or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, 10 but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.

11 A woman should learn in quietness and full submission. 12 I do not permit a woman to teach or to assume authority over a man; she must be quiet. 13 For Adam was formed first, then Eve. 14 And Adam was not the one deceived; it was the woman who was deceived and became a sinner. 15 But women will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith, love and holiness with propriety.

Clarity of mind, balance of life…, 04 Nov – #291

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1John 4:4, “You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the One who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.”

So, yes I am ever blessed…. I had a sweet motorcycle ride today… only the fourth in my life, two when I was 18yrs old as a gullible college teen finding her new way in a big big world, and two recently, 28 yrs later, now established, now found, now assured of my place in the world, but trying to rise above…

It’s a balance between faith that you won’t get hurt and the thrill of life on the edge… And I mean that for BOTH riding the bike and loving life… Honestly, I knew and trusted the safe care of my wonderful generous friend (who knew I just needed to clear my mind that day)… I felt very little fear… I was likely more safe on that bike than some other thrill situations I could have put myself in… I was being taken care of the best I could be, and we rode a sweet fifteen minutes thru beautiful fall foliage over back roads, past flowing water, into the valleys, and warmed by the Sun… Yes, I went from initially gripping tightly for my life to soon feeling the balance. I was nestled on this massive (and new) Harley and my fear dissipated… but as ALWAYS my respect remained for I was being held in the balance of life by both the bike and by the firm hands of God’s faithfulness…. I do respectfully fear the Lord, I trust in HIM, and because of that, I found how (both in life and on the bike) I was able to loosen my gripping fear of death, relax and enjoyed the ride…. Life is for enjoying the ride…

With God, we will overcome. We will overcome this world and the evil ways of torment because God blesses our journeys when we walk with HIM… We have the One who overcame in our souls – that’s Jesus… Yes it is… Yes HE is… He is right there, homegrown in our hearts, ready to lead us home.

Clarity of mind and balance of life…We pray: Clarify for us, oh Lord, the path… Clarify your WILL… so that we can loosen our fear of this world and walk in line with your LIGHT. Clear the fog from our lines of sight Lord, to see ourselves – actually so that we can see YOU in us. To balance us Lord, we need YOU ahead of our steps, we need to rest our fears in YOUR precious gentle hands. We need to hear YOUR voice inside, please quiet the clamor… Oh our precious Lord, rise us above this world… when we overcome fear to find peace IN YOU, then we will know we are made OF YOU…

I will wait on YOU, Lord, and trust in your WILL. I will return myself back to YOU, and then I will be balanced and whole.

Amen

 

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Fasting #2, 01NOV #290 part 2

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So, a couple friends asked me about fasting…. My.cousin in (a strong fit 70 yr old) told me that when you do yoga you should fast twice a month… So, I do it for BOTH health and spiritual reasons… And it really does help remind you NOT to do mindless eating… To be conscious on all thoughts… Last time I fasted (Sunday after Halloween excesses), I mindlessly grabbed and nibbled on something small not out of hunger but out of mindlessness and then a second later said, “WAIT! I am fasting today”…. And it clued me in that I wasn’t as focused as I thought… That subconscious emotionally eating happens in a flash.. Emotional eating is both for stress and for rewarding… Like I said before, I didn’t hate myself or my body, I just didn’t realize the damage I was doing mindlessly… now I realize to “treat my body like a temple”…. the real reason that I have a mind, that I exist, and I am happy is because of God’s graces. I rewarded myself with ice cream and snacks, sugared drinks just as much if not more than when I would do negative stress eating… Had a nearly a pint of ice cream after shoveling snow last year as a reward… That mindless arm to mouth motion… So yeah even now I am not perfect under control for mindless eating, but at least THIS time I grabbed a healthier option… This time I mindlessly ate a pack of tasty mustard… Free at the stores, and gives a feeling of a treat… A great tool when you feel that stress…

When you autonomously eat and act, you are not clued into the life you were gifted to have… When you break the fast, you should do it purposefully – this time I broke my fast by gratefully sitting with my family for dinner. I eat purposefully all the time now… Filling my body with good healthy stuff, and purposefully a treat on occasion, especially this birthday/Halloween week. So, you all know me… it’s not over the top for me to jump for joy in my life… The joy and praise I have is for GOD giving me the gift of a NEW LIFE, life is for living, life is for mindfulness, life is for praising…

Smiles…

(I could post a photo of the difference that nine months makes…. If one could have a baby in nine months, then one could certainly change your WHOLE life in nine months too! and God did that for me – thank you Lord!)

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Fasting, 01NOV – #290

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Why am I fasting today? Um, I am not sure…. But it’s a combo of things…. Fasting from food to remember God, yes it’s a very valid reason, but honestly I can easily fast nowadays, so hmmm just doesn’t seem I have done enough sacrifice to serve the ALL in ALL magnitude of our majestic God, to feel the sacrifice of HIS son… I hope my fast is not diluted in meaning when also I fast from food for diet health because I certainly overdid the sugar treats this birthday and Halloween week (not excessive but still)…..

Yeah, probably the real reason I am fasting today is to simply to remind myself that I have been blessed to hunger for the Word instead of food… and that 100% is what factored into fifty pounds weight loss(to date), I just changed everything… Since I don’t hunger for food, now I get to place just the right body nourishing foods into my temple for God. So healthy food nourishes, therefore I think I need a better fast to focus on HIM in a way that helps me remember withdrawal and lacking and the suffering Jesus had… Maybe, just for one day, I should stay away from feeling happy for myself? Or maybe I should not internalize so many compliments I’m getting lately both for my writing and for my improved health? Maybe I should not be so proud of myself? Maybe I need to sacrifice doing things I enjoy? Hmmmm… Fasting from critique? Fasting from judgment? Fasting from self righteous thoughts? Do I need that? Yeah, I need to withdraw from feeding my head… I wonder if I need to witness that I am truly giving up something, that I am really sacrificing… What should it be, Lord??? How?….

Maybe I also need to fast from self pity, anger, frustration at my situation and other people’s situations…. WAIT…. NO…. Maybe withdrawal from stress is NOT what I should fast, but instead add extra prayer about it all…it’s really about asking Jesus to hold hands in stress AND in JOY… And of course what if these events are NOT for me to control? What if these are affirmations and challenges FROM God? From and through other people, who go out of their way to do or say complimentary things…. So yes, I have been blessed from God working in them… And they want to encourage me… Hmmmmm…. THIS complicates things because I can NOT fast from the works of people… Even if i escape the world, those people still would be there working to bless all I hold dear… Maybe just maybe… What if I’m not supposed to fast from feelings at all? Maybe am I supposed to feel ALL those feelings and use them ALL to remember that God is the one who will help me through the feelings, good and bad… Elation and sorrow… ALL in ALL…

Yes, God is the one who brings rich blessings… So to be enriched by others, joy and strife, it’s a gift, I am comforted and blessed to feel every feeling… praising HIS works… Today, I remember it’s God in me to do HIS works. I am made from God in spirit and flesh, HE wants all of me to work on FIRE for HIM. From dust (stardust) I came, and to dust I will return… Fire burns longest from solid fuel sources, and Jesus-fuel will never cease burning… GRACE has brought me safe thus far and Grace will bring me home…

Fasting or not, it’s God’s saving plan.. I’ll think about TODAY and EVERYDAY….

God’s AMAZING GRACE. God focuses everything and anything for HIS plan in my life…

I will NEVER fast from God

The Moon, 31OCT – #289

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The Moon, 31OCT

If you have read my writing, you will know that the moon is following me. (Or am I following the moon?) And why did God place the one moon (with such a pondering face shape on it) JUST SO for me to fascinate about this year? NO, the moon IS the same beauty it has always been, I am the one who is DIFFERENT…

I woke up thankfully after a full eight hours needed rest, I rarely wake up to write at 230 am anymore, I know now that God was then telling me to wake up to talk to him and write it out. And now I talk to him comfortably, never ceasing, all day long, even when I say “OH GOD this is wrong for me to say or do”…. So I write this devotion now “just to write”, this Saturday morning, rested before an exciting day ahead…. no angst or bounding geyser ready to blow, I write in the peace and warmth of appreciating what I appreciate now.

So this moon…. it’s right perfectly there smack dab in my sight, photo attached. Lying here at 5am, I just woke up, tipped my head up and there’s that blinding bright moon looking at me… just like I saw outside last night coming home… just like always, tracking me. The moon gets my attention like no other, the Pleiades I have to search for, but not this moon!!! I notice it before I look for it…. I hear every song lyric about the moon sing special to my ears. So many many songs, no wonder that after I awoke with the help of music that I STILL have such an awesome soundtrack running thru my head… And alas, when the moon is gone for a few days I miss it, I truly do. I feel BLESSED to track it by sight and when it’s gone there is a void.

And that’s what I think I am supposed to write about this morning, the moon I notice fresh and new now, just like I newly notice Jesus now…

Jesus has ALWAYS been there for me, I just didn’t see HIM, i wasn’t looking either and I certainly didn’t track him… but HE WAS THERE… I am awake now and my appreciation is amplified SO MUCH. Jesus waited ever so patiently for me to notice HIS saving arms. God worked and worked HIS system shifting and blowing all the pieces together again and again – but I had to realize when it was my time to grab on to Jesus’s hand. Maybe I wasn’t sinking in the water because I was already embedded in the water – swimming sometimes, but often floating the dead man’s float, until I realized the presence of Jesus – He was patiently waiting for God to drift me His way. Jesus was in the ready postion, waiting to wake me.

So – now it is important for ALL of us to remember to walk by faith.  ALL who are now up and out of the water are now needing to stay ready…  We walk by FAITH and NOT by sight… We walk with Jesus. We need to close our eyes to suggestive distractions, and faithfully let Jesus lead.

Unlike the moon which clouds out of sight, Jesus can be IN sight and IN mind always, we have to stay awake, we only have to feel for Him in the dark.

So yeah, I see that moon this morning… and forever I will know that God sees me in times of comfort and conflict. I know God sends that moon for warm fuzzys and for stern warnings… Don’t stop noticing that moon! Don’t stop noticing God’s gifts! DON’T try to float on gifted grace that is not generated by your own self… DON’T try to take your own wings and fly so high (like in the”Mad Man Moon” Genesis song) and get so far away from Jesus’s grip…. DON’T go thru life on your own power. Hold Jesus’s hand, ALWAYS.

You are ALIVE because of God’s grace.

You are AWAKE because of Jesus’s death and return trip to and from earth to take you along WITH HIM.

You are SAVED to realize that you are saved THRU Jesus.

KEEP NOTICING…

KEEP THANKING GOD…

KEEP FEELING THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDANCE…

KEEP NOTICING YOU ARE ALIVE IN JESUS…

KEEP JESUS ALIVE IN YOU…

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