Praying Vegas – Slaying Vegas – Staying Vegas – LOVING VEGAS

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I prayed “Lord Willing” – HE WAS !!!  I got there for my mini-vacation with so many activities including the down-time (which is never enough)…

I prayed Vegas, you could say that I “slayed Vegas” in knowing now what works and doesn’t work for me, and there are many aspects that I will stay in Vegas-mode, in my heart… but yes, I was so grateful to get home too, to my family, to have beautiful coolness mornings, summer bugs, and a refreshing rainstorm the other night that was just truly northeast late summer weather… Today here will be 80s and I plan to do errands then get to the beach to refresh my ‘ahhhhh’, yes – relaxation – home but also remembering home is where your heart is – and it should always be with the Lord…

I have so many things to be thankful for this week, YOU HAVE NO IDEA… honestly, I have no idea too, I could never wrap my head around this all, and our lives here, because the Lord gives us SO MANY things beyond our comprehension. Including and especially HOPE. 

“Slaying Vegas” is a new book! Many wrote chapters in the new book about making the best and truly all the women who wrote chapters have been “slaying life” – “slaying Vegas” – meaning living with gusto, giving it all they got, making the Vegas landscape a better place, and inspiring women and all along the way…  It is empowering to see women empowered. “Slaying Vegas” is available on Amazon…  There is my promotional plug support!!!

I also want to shout out another Vegas transplant – one that brought sunshine into my heart and palate – HANDEL’S ICE CREAM!!!! Yes – this is a company from Ohio – and there are some franchises out east – but now I found that they found them in Las Vegas – oh the joy of the 4 scoop sampler for less than $7… Took the desert of Las Vegas and made it into the dessert of the day… Oh – the blue cookie monster ice cream – there was none lost none wasted for the 4 year old ate it all and even the whole cone…  yum and fun… 

And yeah – that is what half my vacation was – even though evenings were for Vegas thrills, – the mornings were also blessed – being with a 4yr old, and an 18-month yr old and sitting on the floor and playing blocks – and chicken nuggets and making a cheese quesadilla for the little girl, just like I made 20 years ago for my oldest…  Yes, time with kids reminded me how long ago I had mine – and oh it reminded me of the kids back home who are now both over 21 – both driving – both adulting – and how time flies… We raise kids and then we raise adults…  And we should take time to BE with the kids when they are little – because it makes THEIR childhood more idyllic to have love – and yes get ice cream and yes play in the dirt and then a hose in the backyard (and THANK GOD I can still get down to sit on the floor at their level)…  And our trip to the McD’s playground inside and our trip to get a haircut for the 4 year old – amazing – (that is what pleases a grandma all the world around: a haircut!) – and seeing joy in making a connection with the hairdresser (from Ohio too like the ice cream). And yes our other trip to Dairy Queen near the Hoover Dam in Boulder City – with chocolate dipped vanilla ice cream – yum (all while keeping the kids in the car – remember those days?) – and our trip to see the blue caboose of the old time railroad from our car windows (not getting out of the blessed Air Conditioning at 116F)… and playing in a dirt pile at the construction corner – and seeing the kitties  – and vacation is being a kid as an adult (with your own money now and ability to buy ice cream) and seeing the blessed newness in their eyes and in your heart. Being on vacation means changing your mindset too. And accepting a new season of life for temporary. And making memories that last longer than the photos. Yeah – that is what vacation can be…  Memories…

And my 7-11 trips were a blessing – walking 2 blocks in the cooler mornings while seeing the mountains were a highlight too – because I built a nice rapport with the cashier and told her all about the neon and the show to see Donny Osmond – and the Hoover Dam – and the everything…  I also needed someone to share with and she was it… God provided…

This is the “staying Vegas” part of my story – because it is hard to transplant oneself into a dry arid environment like the Las Vegas desert without bringing the need to figure out what works for you and what doesn’t and what you bring home in your heart and what you leave behind and what “staying Vegas” even means… To “stay” means what? Sure, we can have that concept of slaying vegas, but STAYING? well – it means ADAPTING…  Vegas is truly a place where you have to adapt – adapt to desert living – adapt to new places – adapt to new people but they are likely transplants themselves – adapt to new roads and ice cream places too – and a 7-11 big gulp of lemonade instead of my convenience store – yes adapt to everything – but all in all, know that God is here too…  And that is what I asked myself the first day – where will God reveal Himself to me here – and in the majesty of the mountains I saw His Handiwork – and in the curiosity of a child I saw His Joy – and in the ice cream I saw the Father of God who pleased – and in the Grandma? “Mimi” – well, I saw the Love of God… 

YES – Grandmas who will move their whole lives cross country to LOVE on their grandchildren are GOD’S LOVE –  all and all… This is LOVING VEGAS to a whole new level. LOVE that is a sacrificial LOVE is what love is all about.

So – I saw God on this trip – and God was and IS: LOVE.

Amen

Yeah Gratitude, and Chips Too

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I thought about the chicken salad all morning yesterday – well, I think of chicken salad all the time anyway – but this day I needed an easy lunch, coming back from a trip over the weekend, I spent no time prepping lunch or meals for the week  – so a quick trip to a food convenience store was already in my plans. And yet I wasn’t sure – dill pickle chips or no chips – well to be determined… Lunch (and life) is more interesting with chips – don’t you think?

So, a needed break had just found me – and I went to go get lunch – the right time surfaced and I had just transferred some “blessings bags” to my friend’s car – one subaru to the other – she helps with a group that helps those on the margins – and these blessings bags came from my neighbor – they were a gift from girl scouts earning their bronze award by getting donations and assembling them – all I did was move the bags from one friend to another… It’s good that folks make these bags, hope bags for sure. For the people who donated and who made them and who will get them – we can know that a transfer of love occurs – gifted and received in a spirit of gratitude. 

At the store, the parking was the toughest I ever could have had – but I got one – and backed it in – to the applause of the driver next to me – whew…  but my pride of parking was just silly – that isn’t being through the fire – however my timing was surely the Lord’s because my pride and self-centeredness melted just then, with an interaction with a man asking for change to get something to eat. He was well dressed, not typical of those asking, he did look like his struggles melted his pride enough to beg. And in our brief conversation, what struck me as more sad than physical hunger was his answer to my question if he was able to do anything for Easter. He said no, that “each day is not different from any other” – “well, but some nice church people brought some good food” to him, “that was nice”. Yeah, I appreciate those nice church people too in my life. I appreciate the realization of faith-found generosity is a fruit of the spirit.

I got my chicken salad, I don’t boast about getting him something, it was just a natural feeling of offering, and when he asked if he could get chips too, I said sure, chips too. I think chips make life (and lunch) more interesting and I have an interesting life, no doubt. I felt grateful about having a choice to make and hope in choices. I felt grateful also in this week’s work anniversary. Work has allowed me to provide for myself and family and others in joy. in spontaneous joy.

I’ve been hearing this theme of GRATITUDE all week – first of course for Easter – the most important day of realization for the victory by Jesus for our sakes. Easter is for our jealous God’s sake too, so that He can pull us close, forgiven and forever fortunate. The pick me up for tired selves is gratitude, gratitude that God cares and saves, saves AND cares.

There are many songs of gratitude of course we could sing – and I just heard a new one – written by Brandon Lake – “Hard Fought Hallelujah” – with a lyric that rings true for many who know it is both their hard fight to survive and rise and for God’s hard fight to rescue them and all. For a person realizing each day is a battle: “the struggle keeps me honest – and it breaks down the walls of my pride” – and another lyric for each day is a victory:: “faith isn’t proven like gold till it’s been through the fire”… 

I can’t say that I have had a hard fought battle, I haven’t, I just have had a fortunate existence despite some foibles and frustrations. That conversation in line and it was his face which humbled me most, that “no day stands out” – “no different existence” day to day. That’s what humbled my pride, brought near tears, refined realization that everyday is something different to me, spontaneous me. I’ve got a dill pickle chip dusted life of spicy flavor and crunch everyday…

Gratitude is choosing praise too. Thank You Lord for refining reminders to keep faith eyes open. enjoy the day, for this IS the day the Lord has made!!! Enjoy life – and lunch…

Amen

Here is a song “Gratitude” – really great… heard on american idol, Breanna Nix & Rylie O’Neil – “Gratitude” as well as Brandon Lake (and Jelly Roll) with multiple song videos of “Hard Fought Hallelujah”:

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2025!

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Trust. Forgiveness. Abundance. Goodness. Peace. A Path Forward. 

Those are the continual themes for the last week of readings in the Jesus Calling daily devotional – which I didn’t read until now because I didn’t take the time. Time flies, right? It’s already next year! Yeah! Thank God for extended Christmas spirits and Christmas refrigerators too, because there’s even so much christmas food that has to WAIT until we have time to eat it! So, it’s not hard to imagine that it is tough to process the end of the year at the end of the year or the beginning of the next! 

NEW YEAR 2025 is already here! So, yes, THANK YOU LORD, for FAITH in TRUST, FORGIVENESS, GOODNESS, PEACE, ABUNDANCE and a PATH FORWARD. These are consistent themes for us NOW and in the future. Let us look to the Lord to fulfill our relationship with Him and others AND trust in the Lord in the times of trials, of which 2025 surely will have. 

It’s impossible to not feel both relief and sadness of the Christmas stuff that isn’t so important a week later. It really shows us that like the uneaten ugh calories, we need to toss the falsehood that may have creeped into Christmas and get back to the strong sustenance, the protein of provision of the Lord’s coming, His Daily Bread. 

Thank You Lord for the new year and the consistent never ending You!

Amen 

Just a Heavenly NYC trip and Heaven on Earth – Ezekiel 1-3 Visions and a Call

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There’s no comparison between my NYC trip yesterday and what Ezekiel saw as MAJOR glimpse of hope, and a MAJOR revelation of heavens opened when he was in exile in Babylon, BUT there IS something to be said for LIVING in the MOMENT (good or bad)… and trust me, yesterday was GOOD!!!! And something to be said for being embraced by a group of people who don’t have to embrace you but do so – so wholeheartedly… These work-sabbatical people that I am with for 4 weeks surely know how to roll out the red carpet, the passenger vans, the NYC taxis, and the food…  WOW – what a blessing to feel like a team that tries hard to team together!

Thursday’s NYC and the whole trip was the BEST EVER team building I think I’ve ever been on… A 7AM start from work, on a private van bus to the Big Apple! And an amazing scavenger hunt along the way! We were headed to a scientific conference (yes really this was work with team building attached) with many, many vendors and fun ‘swag’ to pick up at the booths. These conferences are fun to dream about new equipment and new procedures, sure, but you don’t know how exciting M&Ms in a tiny metal can look, and pens and pens for ‘swag’ crazy… The vendor interactions were fun too, the last day of their event and the vendors were open to our giddiness, helping satisfy scavenger items like ‘juggling’ or pretending to wear a bowtie held up. There was even a booth from my own company – so my own people seeing that I am energetic nuts! I gave them a business card to hope they realized I was really an employee. They gave away a stuffed firefly advertising a luciferase experiment! Now that is the LIGHT-hearted fun…

Unbelievable delicious brunch and dinner at two different New York institutions (and brought the leftovers home). And singing seventies and eighties music so fun (New York New York – Staying alive – to Last Dance) all the way home… I LOVE my sabbatical so much, I love learning but I can’t even express how much I LOVE these people for the fun and how much they have embraced me as a visitor for these 4 weeks! This was just week one! And yes, it is really unreal how we are similar era folks, knowing the song era, but especially the science too. And we know that we are blessed!

The embrace of hope for yourself is immense when you are navigating this world, from work, life balancing, etc. Finding Heaven on earth is awesome beyond measure. The people, food, sights, especially comradery… Then can you (or really immeasurable to even imagine A GLIMPSE of REAL HEAVEN?!!!  Well, Ezekiel in the Old Testament book after Jeremiah and Lamentations, tells us unbelievable sights!

There was a scavenger hunt item (and you had to take photographs for proof) for “someone broken down” – so we saw a truck crushed and burned but people ok. We saw the burnout – we spoke to the man who said his truck was burned – but he and his dogs were OK – We loved on those little dogs including Hershey – and then we got back on the bus van – we were not broken down and we kept moving…  Situation different but a little fraction of the same in Ezekiel’s time, Ezekiel WAS broken down. Peoples (not listening to God) caused peoples from Jerusalem and those folks from the remnants of the Israelite tribes swept away to Babylon, Ezekiel was taken in the first wave. Ezekiel was bummed out, burnt out in sorrow, but OH, he SAW the LIGHT!!! Ezekiel saw VISIONS of GOD! He knew that exact moment, had been counting the days surely, he saw a windstorm and fire and creatures IN the fire, winged, four-faced creatures, a sight! Under the creatures with legs that glistened like gold were wheels that moved with them – with their spirit, over the creatures was a sparkling crystal vault and a THRONE! WOW! Now – on my trip to NYC I did see the Crystal Ball in Time Square – in a quick turn and take a snapshot while hoofing it to the east side – and I saw beautiful Waterford Crystal in the Irish Restaurant – but Ezekiel saw CRYSTAL VAULT coming from Heaven – with a throne and wow!!!!

When the creatures moved, Ezekiel heard the sound of their wings, like the roar of rushing waters, like the voice of the Almighty, like the tumult of an army. AND he heard THE ALMIGHTY! Oh my – can’t even imagine the situation and yet the few chapters of Ezekiel are SO DESCRIPTIVE – see below. 

Ezekiel saw the glory of the Lord, fell facedown, heard the voice: “Son of man, stand up on your feet and I will speak to you.”  The Spirit came into Ezekiel and rose him to his feet. WOW! Ezekiel was tasked (as a son of man) to go tell rebellious people (also broken down) to repent and listen to God. Well, imagine the bitterness that Ezekiel had to face – especially after this glimpse of God and yet God gave this Ezekiel the wherewithal and fortitude to carry out his work. The scroll of instructions even tasted of honey and filled him – filling him with the spirit.

There are many times we DO have a glimpse of heaven on earth – that working together – that comradery – that fun – AND THEN there is the JOY of working for the Lord – sharing LOVE and HOPE – being filled with the Spirit and moving fast (although not as fast as those creatures with wings and wheels)…

I don’t know what each day brings – but we do have the opportunity to find the good in it – even on bad days – and let us remember the GOOD days – and really really good ones… And let us remember that Heaven will be EVEN BETTER…

WOW – no scavenger hunt clue will find me into Heaven – because we ARE the scattered and God is scavenging US – just like He was scavenging the peoples of His flock – for years… I will read more later about Ezekiel’s work – but for now, let us keep keepin’ on…  Let us roll with a fraction of the Holy Spirit Wheels – and at least STAND UP like Ezekiel.. It may NOT be ‘Heaven on earth’ always but let us keep going anyway – let us get moving – and let us say WOW!!!!

Amen and PLEASE READ BELOW = and there is also the first few minutes of this video which details the bible story for Ezekiel…  worth the watch…

Keep rolling my friends! Head the Call – Until the “Last Dance”…

Amen again…  here is the video of Ezekiel:

Ezekiel’s Inaugural Vision

In my thirtieth year, in the fourth month on the fifth day, while I was among the exiles by the Kebar River, the heavens were opened and I saw visions of God.

On the fifth of the month—it was the fifth year of the exile of King Jehoiachin— the word of the Lord came to Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, by the Kebar River in the land of the Babylonians. There the hand of the Lord was on him.

I looked, and I saw a windstorm coming out of the north—an immense cloud with flashing lightning and surrounded by brilliant light. The center of the fire looked like glowing metal, and in the fire was what looked like four living creatures. In appearance their form was human, but each of them had four faces and four wings. Their legs were straight; their feet were like those of a calf and gleamed like burnished bronze. Under their wings on their four sides they had human hands. All four of them had faces and wings, and the wings of one touched the wings of another. Each one went straight ahead; they did not turn as they moved.

Their faces looked like this: Each of the four had the face of a human being, and on the right side each had the face of a lion, and on the left the face of an ox; each also had the face of an eagle. Such were their faces. They each had two wings spreading out upward, each wing touching that of the creature on either side; and each had two other wings covering its body. Each one went straight ahead. Wherever the spirit would go, they would go, without turning as they went. The appearance of the living creatures was like burning coals of fire or like torches. Fire moved back and forth among the creatures; it was bright, and lightning flashed out of it. The creatures sped back and forth like flashes of lightning.

As I looked at the living creatures, I saw a wheel on the ground beside each creature with its four faces. This was the appearance and structure of the wheels: They sparkled like topaz, and all four looked alike. Each appeared to be made like a wheel intersecting a wheel. As they moved, they would go in any one of the four directions the creatures faced; the wheels did not change direction as the creatures went. Their rims were high and awesome, and all four rims were full of eyes all around.

When the living creatures moved, the wheels beside them moved; and when the living creatures rose from the ground, the wheels also rose. Wherever the spirit would go, they would go, and the wheels would rise along with them, because the spirit of the living creatures was in the wheels. When the creatures moved, they also moved; when the creatures stood still, they also stood still; and when the creatures rose from the ground, the wheels rose along with them, because the spirit of the living creatures was in the wheels.

Spread out above the heads of the living creatures was what looked something like a vault, sparkling like crystal, and awesome. Under the vault their wings were stretched out one toward the other, and each had two wings covering its body. When the creatures moved, I heard the sound of their wings, like the roar of rushing waters, like the voice of the Almighty, like the tumult of an army. When they stood still, they lowered their wings.

Then there came a voice from above the vault over their heads as they stood with lowered wings. Above the vault over their heads was what looked like a throne of lapis lazuli, and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man. I saw that from what appeared to be his waist up he looked like glowing metal, as if full of fire, and that from there down he looked like fire; and brilliant light surrounded him. Like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds on a rainy day, so was the radiance around him.

This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking. He said to me, “Son of man, stand up on your feet and I will speak to you.”  As he spoke, the Spirit came into me and raised me to my feet, and I heard him speaking to me.

He said: “Son of man, I am sending you to the Israelites, to a rebellious nation that has rebelled against me; they and their ancestors have been in revolt against me to this very day. The people to whom I am sending you are obstinate and stubborn. Say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says.’ And whether they listen or fail to listen—for they are a rebellious people—they will know that a prophet has been among them. And you, son of man, do not be afraid of them or their words. Do not be afraid, though briers and thorns are all around you and you live among scorpions. Do not be afraid of what they say or be terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people. You must speak my words to them, whether they listen or fail to listen, for they are rebellious. But you, son of man, listen to what I say to you. Do not rebel like that rebellious people; open your mouth and eat what I give you.”

Then I looked, and I saw a hand stretched out to me. In it was a scroll, which he unrolled before me. On both sides of it were written words of lament and mourning and woe.   And he said to me, “Son of man, eat what is before you, eat this scroll; then go and speak to the people of Israel.”  So I opened my mouth, and he gave me the scroll to eat. Then he said to me, “Son of man, eat this scroll I am giving you and fill your stomach with it.” So I ate it, and it tasted as sweet as honey in my mouth.


He then said to me: “Son of man, go now to the people of Israel and speak my words to them. You are not being sent to a people of obscure speech and strange language, but to the people of Israel— not to many peoples of obscure speech and strange language, whose words you cannot understand. Surely if I had sent you to them, they would have listened to you. But the people of Israel are not willing to listen to you because they are not willing to listen to me, for all the Israelites are hardened and obstinate. But I will make you as unyielding and hardened as they are. I will make your forehead like the hardest stone, harder than flint. Do not be afraid of them or terrified by them, though they are a rebellious people.”

And he said to me, “Son of man, listen carefully and take to heart all the words I speak to you. Go now to your people in exile and speak to them. Say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says,’ whether they listen or fail to listen.”  

Ezekiel 1-3:11