Are We MORE than Golden in Christ? 

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The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold, but the Lord tests the heart. Proverbs 17:3

I feel that I have been taking the downtime I need and needed this past winter – for many reasons – including the reason that if the ground rests, we should allow ourselves to rest a bit mentally too – and truly to rest my heart and to rest my stress. I have to say that I have really appreciated this down time – even if others see very little of it scoping out my activities day to day. Well, for me, this is downtime to sit and write and I am ever so much more blessed to do so…

And as spring approaches – we need to get more spring in our step – yes we do and “do Spring” – appreciate it – get out and walk or in the yard – break out of our winter shell. Spring, with it’s ups and downs of temperature and tumultuous weather patterns, finds that we also need to spring forth and remove ourselves from a cocoon of self-induced shelter. Honestly I mean that we DO need to take care of ourselves but we also need to get out more and reach more and simply be the people out there in the world that the Lord needs us to be – if not for us – for them – for those people who need to see someone be an encourager…  

In my down time this past few months – which is coupled by my incredibly blessed busy schedule of going everywhere, LOL, I have really taken more time to ponder and to simply watch “TV” – but good chosen TV – and movies – no longer do we use the flipper to look at channels and their offerings but we think of the artists we like – the topics we like – and yeah we get to choose more of our content-driven leisure time. I HIGHLY recommend a few shows recently: the HBO Billy Joel 2 part special, the HBO David Bowie’s last 5 years special, and movies that you catch up on during waiting for airplanes – like the George Clooney 2 recent samplings of “Good Night and Good Luck” and the movie of him as a movie start travelling – yeah it’s kinda like junk TV but not – it is more critically acclaimed and thought provoking – plus there is junk TV too – like Survivor which finally in episode 50 I am watching it side by side with my daughter at home…  nice…  and free stuff abounds too – on YouTube or PBS or wherever – you can find the endless podcasts of your favorite stars, things like “Finding your roots” and just funny clips – like I just rewatched the last 5 minutes of the Newhart finale where he wakes up in bed and it was all a dream and next to him is his wife from his first series – well, you have to watch it – I mean everyone’s tastes are so different.

And last nights indulgence of TV? THE OSCARS – no I never saw any of the movies except the one that had NO nominations – Wicked for Good – which makes no sense – that is the biggest theatrical release and not even a nod for costume design or casting??  ANYWAY – I appreciated a song from a movie that I HAD NOT watched – Kpop Demon Hunters is known for it’s teen appeal and without teens in my life I am happy to not have to stay up on recent movies – and yet this song was so fitting in my thought process – that we are “Golden” – that we are to remember ourselves being blessed and even golden or silver tarnished can be shined – we can shine – we can rise – we can spring into spring and just be better us… In the Oscar performance, and the original, we are to be hunters of the darkness and be back out in the light – and be GOLDEN!

The crucible for silver and the furnace for gold, but the Lord tests the heart.  – Yes, Proverbs 17:3 speaks to me to us – to listen to the Lord and become even more GOLDEN and more than GOLDEN – to be the best we can be for HIM… The Kpop “Golden” lyrics are below and include: “We’re goin’ up, up, up, it’s our moment – You know together we’re glowin’ – Oh, I’m done hidin’ now I’m shinin’ like I’m born to be – Oh, our time, no fears, no lies – That’s who we’re born to be – Waited so long to break these walls down – To wake up and feel like me – Put these patterns all in the past now – And finally live like the girl they all see…”

And there are even more reasons to be more than Golden and know our place as children of God – to know our future even through rough times – to know the wisdom God gives us to keep living strong – to know that He will right the rights – to know that He has and will overcome. We are more than golden in Christ.

OK – back to spring springing – keep shining, keep believing, and keep listening to God – ask for WISDOM – and serve Jesus by being a servant to others. Be more than Golden!

AMEN – enjoy the day!

Zechariah 13:7 NKJV The Shepherd Savior – Says the Lord, “… But one-third shall be left in it:  I will bring the one-third through the fire, Will refine them as silver is refined, And test them as gold is tested. They will call on My name, And I will answer them. I will say, ‘This is My people’; And each one will say, ‘The Lord is my God.’ ”

Proverbs 8 NKJV 

The Excellence of Wisdom

Does not wisdom cry out,
And understanding lift up her voice?
She takes her stand on the top of the high hill,
Beside the way, where the paths meet.
She cries out by the gates, at the entry of the city,
At the entrance of the doors:
“To you, O men, I call,
And my voice is to the sons of men.
O you simple ones, understand prudence,
And you fools, be of an understanding heart.
Listen, for I will speak of excellent things,
And from the opening of my lips will come right things;
For my mouth will speak truth;
Wickedness is an abomination to my lips.
All the words of my mouth are with righteousness;
Nothing crooked or perverse is in them.
They are all plain to him who understands,
And right to those who find knowledge.
Receive my instruction, and not silver,
And knowledge rather than choice gold;
For wisdom is better than rubies,
And all the things one may desire cannot be compared with her.

“I, wisdom, dwell with prudence,
And find out knowledge and discretion.
The fear of the Lord is to hate evil;
Pride and arrogance and the evil way
And the perverse mouth I hate.
Counsel is mine, and sound wisdom;
I am understanding, I have strength.
By me kings reign,
And rulers decree justice.
By me princes rule, and nobles,
All the judges of the earth.
I love those who love me,
And those who seek me diligently will find me.
Riches and honor are with me,
Enduring riches and righteousness.
My fruit is better than gold, yes, than fine gold,
And my revenue than choice silver.
I traverse the way of righteousness,
In the midst of the paths of justice,
That I may cause those who love me to inherit wealth,
That I may fill their treasuries.

“The Lord possessed me at the beginning of His way,
Before His works of old.
I have been established from everlasting,
From the beginning, before there was ever an earth.
When there were no depths I was brought forth,
When there were no fountains abounding with water.
Before the mountains were settled,
Before the hills, I was brought forth;
While as yet He had not made the earth or the fields,
Or the primal dust of the world.
When He prepared the heavens, I was there,
When He drew a circle on the face of the deep,
When He established the clouds above,
When He strengthened the fountains of the deep,
When He assigned to the sea its limit,
So that the waters would not transgress His command,
When He marked out the foundations of the earth,
Then I was beside Him as a master craftsman;
And I was daily His delight,
Rejoicing always before Him,
Rejoicing in His inhabited world,
And my delight was with the sons of men.

“Now therefore, listen to me, my children,
For blessed are those who keep my ways.
Hear instruction and be wise,
And do not disdain it.
Blessed is the man who listens to me,
Watching daily at my gates,
Waiting at the posts of my doors.
For whoever finds me finds life,
And obtains favor from the Lord;
But he who sins against me wrongs his own soul;
All those who hate me love death.

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Kpop song “GOLDEN”

Oscars

Original

I was a ghost, I was alone, hah
Given the throne, I didn’t know how to believe
I was the queen that I’m meant to be
I lived two lives, tried to play both sides
But I couldn’t find my own place
Called a problem child ’cause I got too wild
But now that’s how I’m getting paid, kkeuteopsi on stage

I’m done hiding, now I’m shining like I’m born to be
We’re dreaming hard, we came so far, now I believe

We’re goin’ up, up, up, it’s our moment
You know together we’re glowin’
Gonna be, gonna be golden
Oh, up, up, up with our voices
Gonna be, gonna be golden

Oh, I’m done hidin’ now I’m shinin’ like I’m born to be
Oh, our time, no fears, no lies
That’s who we’re born to be

Waited so long to break these walls down
To wake up and feel like me
Put these patterns all in the past now
And finally live like the girl they all see

No more hiding, I’ll be shining like I’m born to be
‘Cause we are hunters, voices strong, and I know I believe

We’re goin’ up, up, up, it’s our moment
You know together we’re glowing
Gonna be, gonna be golden
Oh, up, up, up, with our voices
Gonna be, gonna be golden

Oh, I’m done hidin’, now I’m shining like I’m born to be
Oh, our time, no fears, no lies
That’s who we’re born to be

You know we’re gonna be, gonna be golden
We’re gonna be, gonna be
Born to be, born to be glowin’
You know that it’s our time, no fears, no lies
That’s who we’re born to be

Maybe I Could Join the Circus? Florida day 2 vacation

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Oh… a plethora of pondering…

It’s great to be in vacation on vacation, yes in vacation mode, relaxed, fed, rested, and appreciative. Yesterday I woke so early and didn’t realize that the blood moon eclipse was what I was looking at, it was so awesome but I forgot it was happening, I think we forget often about counting our blessings. Sometimes there is even boredom in the bliss. But this blessing of time is what reactivates my mind. It’s like yesterday I got to watch clouds, oh yeah, that’s the childhood time unplugged where I could appreciate the time to just be…

And here I wax poetic about just pondering life… (and yesterday was great living it – love Florida vacation pondering in the pampering… went to a coffee house club, circus museums and mansion and oh the art galleries, then at a friend of a friend’s house on the bay… relaxing in the morning then evening by the pool in the backyard. Vacation day 2, oh what a view – to look at me and what should could I do…

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Oh what could I be?

In life, what could I do?

Maybe I could join the CIRCUS?

Well, yeah, how about you?

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Circus seamstress? Fix the tents? Sew sequins? Maybe swing on the TRAPEZE? Now that’s more my BREEZE.

Animal wrangler? Concession stand worker? Being in the CIRCUS is a way of life. What about a Tightrope Walker? Yes is that us WALKING everyday as we try not to stray… You could shoot me out of a cannon too, I would enjoy the view. And life does go UP and DOWN, but really, I think I’m supposed to be a CLOWN…

In life, I really could clown around, my feet already hardly ever touch the ground and yeah jam myself in the little car too, life cram it all in, I already do that, whew…

Contemplating contentment, I could also be a life teacher, a researcher, a wonderer… I could write about life too forever as a foreverer.

I do travel and sightsee and that’s when I have time to contemplate me. In travel, life pondering takes flight. 

I like a pastime like crossword puzzles when I travel, and I do visit to see people’s kids (experienced in that). My kids are grown, but now I have to wait until they have vacation to coordinate time with me in destination travels, feeling free.

At home I could cook (but nah…). I do sew and garden, and write and write. I could join even more clubs, do talks, but all this is just a hobby plan, right? Really science and helping people are my current life plan, yeah that’s “my jam”.

Well… but God makes the plan, it might be the best focus to check with “The Man.” The Man upstairs is downstairs too, so I have to see, what God has in store for me. 

And so let’s nix notions of the solo life and instead think a mix of God and me. Yes Lord, You will put me where I need to be. 

I could would should just be me. God made me to be me and I need me to be me. And I do need to dabble, in lots of fun things, in time which is free…

I love vacation and time to be me (in temperatures that are well above normal you see for me), and I like seeing life in vistas that overlook the calm sunset and sea.

One day, we could and will all see, how God took care of you and of me. That’s the best living free, knowing God’s almighty love is there ALREADY. So for now, I’ll just be. 

Just Be.

Amen

“I’ll do a bit for anybody” but JUST BE YOURSELF

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OK – I talked about schedules yesterday and wow got much stuff done at work Friday before I nip and tuck things away before vacation Tuesday.  So motivated before vacation to prep and pack all the way up to the last second…  But, well, yesterday I missed one appointment – and then during a hockey game that evening I was distracted by my phone and missed a whole goal just 25 feet in front of me…  Don’t blink… Life moves fast, especially in hockey… And you can’t dwell on missed things – like we would encourage a goalie to not get down on themselves for every goal that gets past them – their disappointment is another player’s gain – funny how life in sports is – and life in general… Just “a long strange trip it’s been” to quote the Grateful Dead song.

But honestly we are bound to miss things – mess up – forget things – misinterpret – and just oops it… YET, Life moves on…

This morning I am enjoying a Saturday morning to pre-write some posts for when I am away on vacation – to get to 10 things done on my endless list – to work on some more Christmas cards (I finally have written some and have more to do) – and then I have a re-appointment for that phone call for the person I was supposed to call yesterday – let’s not oops that again…  I also have other open-ended things to do today with friends and family – but really I need to also get into that “I only have so much time here to get some things done and others won’t get done or will wait…” mentality… (OH that is the scripture that landed on my eyes after my post yesterday about structure: Help us Oh Lord to number our days”)… Well, back to vacation prep: OH YEAH – like I need to get to a store for last minute things and to figure out what I want to wear to the wedding – and should figure out my winter boots situation…  You know those last minute things…

I digress – I am even 2 hours late writing a post for today – but since that is my own scheduled schedule with God to write – I don’t worry so much on a Saturday – and sometimes – often – always – God is gracious with us... Yet in preparing for my trip, I just pre-posted a piece of writing that I read about Jacob and how God was always ready to pursue Him and find him finding HIM – Jacob finding God – and God blessing Jacob after they struggled in a physical wrestling (Genesis 32). And a discussion between Jacob and God is like that in the quiet alone times that we are not alone and God can work on us and with us and simply be with us… I know we have times to be excited and moving all about – and we have these quiet times too – well, God bless and blesses them all…

Meanwhile, back to the “to-do” lists, during Christmas card addressing, I have been watching an “I Love Lucy” spoof on a Bob Hope TV Special – with all the normal characters but rearranged – Bob as Desi – Desi as Fred – and a seal in the closet (random)… But Fred is not there (at least not yet) – meanwhile I remember that in my favorite movie “Miracle on 34th Street” that the judge’s politico gentleman is that character from I Love Lucy – Fred. These stars were bit part people and full blown leading actors too. And that is us too – we might be a bit part in someone’s life – even at the hockey game crowded yet generous with each other – or yelling at each other instead – perhaps it is not all about us – it is just a bit part we have in that moment in life and sometimes things get past us and we must move on – try to do better and move on.

I do appreciate how funny good these old 1950’s shows were and are – because they are the first to show the gags without them being repetitive – and they are truly funny people – and they also let us see the slip ups and realness of the fakeness of TV. One such video I “rabbit – hole” was led to is a blooper by Lucille Ball – FUNNY as she messes up and is just a natural comedian with an audience – and says (after she messes up) “I’ll do a bit for anybody” with the emphasis on ANYBODY – being Bob Hope…  Yes, it is extra hilarity that she’s putting herself out there generously and yet begrudgingly – she is just doing a bit part in life: https://youtu.be/5otQotVeTM8?si=wepTaWbqWDKSb-Bp

But isn’t that also a good goal in life? Accept our “bit parts” and keep going –  flaws and flows – just keep going – and always be real. One management book I read said to have “Intellectual honesty” – and if you can’t make something work – don’t lie about it – just be honest and move forward… BE YOURSELF… 

Doing things for others honestly (and “for anybody” like Lucy says) lets us NOT put on the “schtick” of a bit part – but just being ourselves around others…  So perhaps it is better to be more carefree in our living – CAREFREE – not careless – but carefree and just be open to roll with the punches – just hop along life for the ride…  Be that person that God needs you to be next to the person that wasn’t expecting His grace through you.  Don’t be careless – but be more careFREE – and in that mentality – “I’ll do a bit for anybody”… 

Well, the end of this rambling post means I need to get back to more structure of stuff to get done – but also allow my mind to re-arrange into vacation mode – I could write for days and days about my excitement for the trip but I just need to get on it – I am looking forward mostly to just being myself…  I highly recommend that mentality for every one – just do a bit – do a lot – do a little – but just be yourself!

Amen

(Here is another good lucy clip with Bob: https://youtu.be/NEgzoZ55LsA?si=cuw-8gLDjahYVpl5)

Written Word Jesus! A Revelation of LOVE Forever!

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It is probably best advice – to start writing things down – and also for our collective young people to write things down – they say that it helps with memory and that helps with everything else.

A friend recently told a story of a little one, who when they were made to write things out, they calmed down, it reinforced good memory, all the good stuff for education and for living and for success in life… 

Us making notes, and like me making “to-do” lists for myself – well that helps immensely – and gives the comfort that we DID write it down and we will probably remember but if not we have the notes… What a relief!!! Even electronic typing is good and actually really good because I can find the notes later as opposed to losing my paper!

Friends and I were also talking also about handwriting in the olden days – with big swoops and such – and I remember once learning and can attest that it is cathartic to write – pouring energy in. I also head a theory that you could tell someone’s generosity or stinginess by the size of the tails on the letters – cursive of course – well I don’t know about that – but I do know that it is nice to get a letter or card these days – those folks ARE generous because they took the time to write and also pay the stamp! 

I know I learn well by taking notes and then am at ease because I know I have the notes to rely back upon – not just passwords but flow plans for my thoughts and my clicks for software. It is also a recommendation for my people at work – a fellow supervisor told me that if this was college they could say: “where are your notes, I’m only saying this once…” We don’t do that – but do help with repetition…

Well – written down – well how could we not think of Jesus being our written down Word – Written UP Word – the Word made Flesh – Alpha and Omega. And the Word not just contained in the bible but springing forth from the bible Word – shared FROM Him. Imagine how the Lord of lords is servant to serve by both coming to earth humbled as human – and to be written and rewritten out as everlasting Word – each stroke of Himself in penmanship and in printing press and in sign language and in spoken Word – His continuous pen never ending and never running out of ink or energy or Spirit. 

Even the end of our physical bible in Revelation is where we see there are GOING TO BE chapters and chapters ahead – of life forever – the end is the beginning and if Jesus never ends, we won’t either…  Forever remembered because He wrote our names down… Forever realized because He is the Author of Life in LOVE.

Jesus is Written Word – and He will never forget us nor be forgotten – He does LOVE and LIVE forever.

Amen for us to begin again.

Amen

Psalm 121 NKJV

God the Help of Those Who Seek Him
A Song of Ascents.


I will lift up my eyes to the hills—
From whence comes my help?
My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.

He will not allow your foot to be moved;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, He who keeps Israel
Shall neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord is your keeper;
The Lord is your shade at your right hand.
The sun shall not strike you by day,
Nor the moon by night.

The Lord shall preserve you from all evil;
He shall preserve your soul.
The Lord shall preserve your going out and your coming in
From this time forth, and even forevermore.

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Revelation 3:7-13 NKJV

Letter from Jesus written by John:
“To the angel of the church in Philadelphia write: These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars – I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you. Since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come on the whole world to test the inhabitants of the earth. I am coming soon. Hold on to what you have, so that no one will take your crown. The one who is victorious I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will they leave it. I will write on them the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on them my new name. Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”

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Revelation 21:1-6 NKJV

All Things Made New

Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away. Also there was no more sea. Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.” And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts.

AI or My Eye – What Will God Lead To?

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‘AI has nothing compared to my eye’ – that is my new catch phrase for both knowing “AI” artificial intelligence is powerful and yet what is MORE powerful and earth shattering to me is the blessing of seeing people interact and see what I can process as a personal people interaction “in my eye” – one in which the human encourager in me could identify. 

I have been trying to avoid and even put down the “AI” enthusiasm or scare tactics. It is a tool – a good tool for science to do algorithms that advance technology, but how do I apply it? Maybe I don’t but I just have to learn something about it – and I DID learn something as I saw a presenter at a conference yesterday, after giving his talk and asking questions, get so wide-eyed and in awe of the person asking him a question – turns out this audience member person is the founder of one of the big AI companies/languages that are being used in technology and industry. The unassuming gentleman asked a great question – and the presenter first took a moment to say “Are you?” so and so … Yes, he was. And the presenter thanked him for his attendance and praised him honestly in the moment and the AI-brilliant man nearly blushed in humility and had thankfulness for the praise. (and then he asked a good question).

Yes, at a science meeting filled with “AI” references, I saw something sweet in that human interaction – yes encouragement, humility, and joy, all God-given gifts that I ‘could spy with my own little eye’…  Yeah… AI has nothing compared to the God-given gift of seeing and knowing encouragement with your heart and soul and then eye. It warmed my heart and not just charmed with “a star sighting” – but with the presenter’s WOW – and his ‘thanks for showing up to my talk’, out of all the places that the bigwig inventor person could be at.

ENCOURAGEMENT!

I, at that moment, knew it already was a good day for me to see this – yes. I got to see human interactions and be in them too – found a place for the day for me to keep contributing into encouragement of people, that is a command as old as time, encouragement. I thought for the free conference that I will let the Lord guide my steps – knowing really that I was there for unknown learning – and even treating myself to more than just chocolate at the vendor booths – and so I learned that I was given (gifted) some opportunities to watch people and to interact and witness and encourage and yes be in the moment. One such moment was sitting in a talk by a long time encourager to management of people in labs – and me being that nodding affirmations person in the front row agreeing with everything he said about how people are motivated or demotivated. He offered up 2 book suggestions too, which I already ordered on Ebay…

As for the “AI movement” in the world – I know very little of the science and engineering – but what I did hear once again was that motivating phrase: “It’s not that your job will be replaced with AI, it is that someone who knows how to use AI will get the jobs over those who don’t.” – OH! that is a nice catch phrase and truth for encouragement over scaring people  that yes certain jobs, certain ones yes, will be done with some AI tools – si we best learn them or at least what to do with them.

‘AI’ is coming and people said the same thing about computers anf jobs – as people are still needed to run these systems – and the future just steams forward with “improvements” just like cars took over trains and bicycles – trains and trucks over took over transporting goods on canal boats – just like airplanes took business due to speed over trans-atlantic ocean liners steaming across the Atlantic between North America and Europe.

And in the AI-related presentation that I found myself in (after a talk about collaborations between universities training scientists for industry and industry coming in to train scientists, which I liked), the presentation on AI (and in the presenter’s ease of explaining), I learned that there are people trying to standardize the use of AI – just like the oil industry was tackled centuries ago by John D. Rockefeller and Standard Oil – and then the AI brilliant inventor person in the audience asked: ‘well it is a question of whether we provide free cars and or free oil’ for making AI technology more available – which probably neither was true in the industrial revolution – but that is what might make one AI system achieve normal status over another – availability – interesting… I am glad I was in the audience to think of these things and see the people thinking…

And just like that – I have now a “dinner party conversation” level opinion about AI. That it is still people driven and let us pray that those who choose to instill the technology will still look out for the improvement over the investment of money and time to get rich quick. And I learned that there ARE people who are running the show and trying to direct where we go.

And as for me, I will just go with the flow – and yes, even state that although we are on the cusp of change, we can keep an eye above and not get flustered when the world go strange (stranger)… 

So, with the Lord, Who knows all, see Psalm 139, we are reminded to be wary of the world but still interact in the world – live in it without loving the worldly things about it…  Use His guidance over intelligence (natural or artificial) – and see where He wants you to use your gifts of the spirit…

I’m glad to be in God’s Eye, and Hands…

Amen

Here are some “AI” well computer based algorithms’ findings of the TRUTH of God’s Word – The computer said: “These teachings guide how to interact positively and meaningfully with others. Jesus emphasizes love, compassion, and humility in interactions with others throughout the Gospels. Key scriptures include:

“Love Your Neighbor
Matthew 22:39: “You shall love your neighbor as yourself.”
This command highlights the importance of treating others with kindness and respect.

“Compassion and Service
Mark 10:45: “For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve.”
Jesus models servant leadership, encouraging followers to prioritize the needs of others.

“Forgiveness
Matthew 6:14-15: “For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.”
This passage underscores the significance of forgiveness in relationships.

“Humility
Luke 14:11: “For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”
Jesus teaches the value of humility in social interactions.

“Acceptance
John 13:34-35: “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you.”
This verse encourages acceptance and love among all people.

Faith in the Future

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One exhausted mom!!! A 3 hour tour, 3 hour tour… No not shipwrecked but I purposely drove here, beautiful weather.

A three hour college tour with my youngest gave true understanding of the dynamics and dimensions of the student life and culture of cultured care, really not coddled but pretty close to that in this college-equivalent to adventure camp. I just hope that they get to class and not just the thousand activities that are available, really crazy fun is available for these 18 to 20 somethings. WOW.

What seemed impossible a year ago in furthering education is now probable as well as profitable and palatable. I could imagine the experience, but like all things, we are not yet AT the future – and it’s not my future, it’s the next generations go-to future. College is for “helping”, in all ways towards maturity, including especially making the move to mom not making all the decisions anymore. Let us all pray for good decisions. The ability to let the next folks choose is a great opportunity for their growth and us to keep our mouths shut when we can, yet guide…  We did raise kids, now “we are raising adults”, I now say.

Honestly here I don’t think there is a bad decision to be made, crazy volumes of career choices in this mix. This place is trade-school in a college setting. So this is the practical application of knowledge so needed by the trades. This level of college structure with deep folds of possibilities would be buzzing like a beehive, I imagine, with SO MANY students. I would not wonder that some students would be overwhelmed. And yet, you don’t want to prevent anyone who is energized by the possibilities to not get that opportunity to buzz in the swarm.

Whew, the three hour tour really was so complete. Mary, our tour guide was SO accommodating and encouraging. Her career path interesting and a good example to these incoming students – whether this year or next (we are planning for 2026 possibly). There were nooks and crannies completely unexplored in the 3 hour tour. Just like life – there is always more in our future –  and keep exploring!!!

Faith in the Future!  “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”  Jeremiah 29:11

Keep the faith and see the future! 

(and get plenty of rest, you are going to need it)

Thanks Lord, for the opportunities in life!

Amen

Human Traces are Temporary, God is FOREVER, Psalm 119

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Long ago I learned from your statutes that you established them to last forever.

The papers in my friend’s basement of old records (like most people I know, we accumulate piles and piles) were up to 20 years of receipts and important statements from the mail – important once but not anymore – but this little paper, color blue, stood out – it rose to the top of my eye – it was a scripture – carefully written and preserved: “But You are near, Lord, and all your commands are true.” Psalm 119:151, so true and so preserved – even if the paper is tattered and then I got rain on it – and then noticed the fading number caused me to research the whole psalm – helping me find the true statement that in Psalm 151 – the Lord makes His Commands LAST – as HIS Word LASTS!!!!

Stuff – we move that around – but paper – a blessing and a curse – Shredding is a blessing for personal information – stuff you don’t want lying around the trash will accumulate until you find a shredding option. And you have to sort it out – like the most important stuff once is the most important to destroy later. HOWEVER, the Lord’s Word never returns void to Him – so what He has moving around is for a purpose – and then He can let it go too – because He and His Word is eternal.

Right now, personally I am making MORE paper, I am copying 2 months of electronic writings from my blog page back into a Word document format for making a PDF and then printing via an office superstore. (No I don’t print them at home or work, but I take the leap of financial faith that paying 10 dollars for a month of writing, printed in duplicate, in really good quality and by a convenient way – that it works for me) So, YES, printing is important for me – especially because I believe paper will last and be passed on…  My blog will last for a while but you never know… So, I am thinking that at my funeral someday, maybe it is best to display my writings over any other of my knick-knacks or junk…  Yeah – my writing is my NOT SECRET writing – my writing is from my reading – my expression of my personal study – but also that I try to take too much personal out of it and talk about Holy Spirit driven-ness. And will these paper copies last? NO !! Yes I sense that my paper will last a little time – but again – I write from the Written Word – it lasts in being passed on.

I always come to this moment – wondering WHY I write. I don’t worry about it because it is God’s blessing for me to process. And based upon the people’s feedback, I am appreciative of their support – encouragement to my encouragement. But is is a natural question of pursuing God’s Will – why do I write and in what format? It interests me as a study of me – but especially as a study of God and His push. And of course we all do need a gentle push from God – or a pull – or at least that hug of love from His Word.

I am also wondering, always, what do I do with them from here? I know that I am to stay in the blog format – this is key – I write in emails so that they are instantly backed up. And have an email following as well as people who just accept my writings knowing I never ask them to read them – but to know that I HAVE to write. But now in addition, do I take these into a book? Re-write any? Who knows! The blogs are uploaded for security and convenience.

Us being grounded in the Word means to me that I remember that we are finite and He is infinite!!! My writings are for now – hoping to encourage others NOW – and maybe the next few years they will be applicable and explainable and accessible. I will let them go! But His Word? His Word is for FOREVER. And this means He will also be with us FOREVER. “But You are near, Lord, and all your commands are true.” Psalm 119:151

Precious and True. The Lord IS near and the Word LIVES. Truly Lives

Amen

Psalm 119:145-152 Qoph
I call with all my heart; answer me, Lord,
    and I will obey your decrees.
I call out to you; save me
    and I will keep your statutes.
I rise before dawn and cry for help;
    I have put my hope in your word.
My eyes stay open through the watches of the night,
    that I may meditate on your promises.
Hear my voice in accordance with your love;
    preserve my life, Lord, according to your laws.
Those who devise wicked schemes are near,
    but they are far from your law.
Yet you are near, Lord,
    and all your commands are true.
Long ago I learned from your statutes
    that you established them to last forever.

Feb 1st = 10 years anniversary of awakening of 100% accepting Jesus

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Well – 10 years – wow… How could I not send this at midnight – both because I can’t sleep yet at scout camping tonight AND for the wonderful 10 year anniversary of my awakening – wow – blessed – and a blessing to share it with you folks.

Fittingly I am up writing – yes just like the times 10 years ago where I had to write out my awakening at 2am – but these days it’s more normal at 5am… Well, tonight, up is a good thing because this weekend is camping – and Saturday morning I am HOPEFULLY sleeping at camp… 

Chances are that it will be raining – and that is OK – because my whole awakening at the beginning I considered my “Christmas Flood” – and now life is my “Christ Flood Flow” – of living each day in His Living Water… wow…

SO – for this 10 years anniversary I am going to post both writings from that day – Feb 1st 2015 – see it was 6 weeks of awakening from Dec 2014 then Jan/Feb 2015, and then the day of KNOWING that I was 100% with Jesus. I could not and would not step back – no turning back no turning back…

YEAH, 100% with Jesus – this was not from someone asking or telling – but between me and the Lord – surveying my heart and soul and my mind – getting me in ALIGNMENT after a “Christmas Flood” of God interventions.

So Feb 1st – I am sharing two writings – Ripple and The Rising – from 2015….  yeah…  Blessed to have the archive of my awakening at my fingertips…

Thank you for being part of my continued journey with Jesus…

Amen

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Note these were entered and numbered AFTER about a year of writing once I figured out how/where to place them – in a blog.

Ripple from God not Man, 01FEB2015

Numbered #52

My goal in this spiritual journey was to find peace for my conflicted brain and heart and then later on I thought that at least I would at least find my spiritual voice to lead the many church groups I am in charge of… but this ripple effect of seeing faith is the nicest present…

A great ripple of my faith journey is the hearing of the ripple effect into other people’s faith journeys – three directly told me today –  a couple yesterday – people who are being more dedicated to their own prayers – people who are reading into things and praising more… even our pastor [PJ] alluded to it [my awakening] in both his sermons (didn’t hurt I was sitting smack dab in front of him in the second service 😉 haha).

Maybe even more felt this ripple effect – and I certainly got the direct eye contact of some people as I walked the halls of church today – I felt this ripple effect – and I didn’t feel it boastfully – but humbly…

So I pause now to remember and reflect that our faith journeys have to be ours – ours alone with God – yes with the help of others – but everyone has a different road…  I pray my ripple effect is really to help people learn to praise –  I have to praise God for this journey and everyone has to praise on their own – you have to praise all the time – good or bad you praise!

The song “Ripples” struck me yesterday – not even knowing what the title was – I was perusing a new old Grateful Dead album ) – “Ripples” still resonates with me today – because I know God needs to make the ripples (with no pebble tossed by man) and I pray that God ripples into my friends’ faiths like He did into mine.

“Ripple in still water…”

“Reach out your hand if your cup be empty. If your cup is full may it be again. Let it be known there is a fountain, That was not made by the hands of men”

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“Ripple”  

Words by Robert Hunter; music by Jerry Garcia.

If my words did glow with the gold of sunshine
And my tunes were played on the harp unstrung
Would you hear my voice come through the music
Would you hold it near as it were your own?

It’s a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they’re better left unsung
I don’t know, don’t really care
Let there be songs to fill the air

Ripple in still water
When there is no pebble tossed
Nor wind to blow

Reach out your hand if your cup be empty
If your cup is full may it be again
Let it be known there is a fountain
That was not made by the hands of men

There is a road, no simple highway
Between the dawn and the dark of night
And if you go no one may follow
That path is for your steps alone

Ripple in still water
When there is no pebble tossed
Nor wind to blow

You who choose to lead must follow
But if you fall you fall alone
If you should stand then who’s to guide you?
If I knew the way I would take you home

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Numbered #53

The Rising, 01FEB 2015

an email chain with my pastor whom I had not told until one week before this – that I was in this amazing journey – and he said he could tell…  cool…

From: debbie
Date: Sun, Feb 1,
Subject: RE: thanks for great sermon
To: Pastor
Oh… I need to mention that I got a little lost on my way from the restaurant to my women’s retreat friend’s house… which brought me to road near the 911 garden of reflection… I had never stopped… but of course felt compelled to… I went and held onto the steel girder and prayed for those lost and for peace…I thought about the 3000 people Peter converted with one sermon all those years ago, and remembered it was 3000 people lost on 911… I prayed that they were found that day.

I picked up one of those plastic coins caught on the sculpture… turned it over… it was John 3:16… on Superbowl Sunday… my first time accepting 100%

Smiles…


On Feb 1, 2015 9:27 PM, “Pastor wrote:   Thanks!  The Spirit used you to inspire me.

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From: debbie Date: 02/01

To: Pastor

Subject: thanks for great sermon

that was a great sermon and “H” said she knew you were talking about me in the first service and I KNEW you were talking about me in the second service – I liked how you said something like – “just going to go with it…”  and I thought you were very strong in your message…   I was just smiling all the way through…     🙂


Post email note – I added links after the email chain:

Sting, one of my favorite artists performed a tribute to Bruce Springsteen, with his song “The Rising” – here are the links to Sting’s song and the original and live versions by Bruce – it is a tribute to a firefighter rising to the sky to the world trade center fires and then rising to heaven in that tragic day…  was so on my mind the day I finally committed from 99.44% to 100% in my belief of Jesus that day at the 911 garden of reflection….

Sting:     https://youtu.be/tmWYg4W9CaY

Bruce:     https://youtu.be/6i-fiRgbpr4

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My goal in this spiritual journey was to find peace for my conflicted brain and heart and then later on I thought that at least I would at least find my spiritual voice to lead the many church groups I am in charge of… but this ripple effect of seeing faith is the nicest present…

A great ripple of my faith journey is the hearing of the ripple effect into other people’s faith journeys – three directly told me today –  a couple yesterday – people who are being more dedicated to their own prayers – people who are reading into things and praising more… even our pastor alluded to it in both his sermons (didn’t hurt I was sitting smack dab in front of him in the second service 😉 haha).

Maybe even more felt this ripple effect – and I certainly got the direct eye contact of some people as I walked the halls of church today – I felt this ripple effect – and I didn’t feel it boastfully – but humbly…

(AND later in church I was running (yes running in church) in my new balance sneakers after a Sunday schooler – who decided he didn’t want to be there – he bolted all the way to fellowship hall… ugh… thankfully it was God’s timing for me to catch him – to rein him in. He was previously my kindergarten Sunday school student and that knowledge of  him, and people in general, is INVALUABLE – if you can read the clues you can intercept…. you have to have open eyes to the clues… just like you have to praise or else the rocks will praise.)

So I pause now to remember and reflect that our faith journeys have to be ours – ours alone with God – yes with the help of others – but everyone has a different road…  I pray my ripple effect is really to help people learn to praise –  I have to praise God for this journey and everyone has to praise on their own – you have to praise all the time – good or bad you praise!

The song “Ripples” struck me yesterday – not even knowing what the title was – I was perusing a new old Grateful Dead album ) – “Ripples” still resonates with me today – because I know God needs to make the ripples (with no pebble tossed by man) and I pray that God ripples into my friends’ faiths like he did into mine.

Lord, may our cups be filled…

“Reach out your hand if your cup be empty
If your cup is full may it be again
Let it be known there is a fountain
That was not made by the hands of men”

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“Ripple”  

Words by Robert Hunter; music by Jerry Garcia.

If my words did glow with the gold of sunshine
And my tunes were played on the harp unstrung
Would you hear my voice come through the music
Would you hold it near as it were your own?

It’s a hand-me-down, the thoughts are broken
Perhaps they’re better left unsung
I don’t know, don’t really care
Let there be songs to fill the air

Ripple in still water
When there is no pebble tossed
Nor wind to blow

Reach out your hand if your cup be empty
If your cup is full may it be again
Let it be known there is a fountain
That was not made by the hands of men

There is a road, no simple highway
Between the dawn and the dark of night
And if you go no one may follow
That path is for your steps alone

Ripple in still water
When there is no pebble tossed
Nor wind to blow

You who choose to lead must follow
But if you fall you fall alone
If you should stand then who’s to guide you?
If I knew the way I would take you home

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Numbered #53

The Rising, 01FEB 2015

An email chain with my pastor whom I had not told until one week before this – that I was in this amazing journey – and he said he could tell…  cool…

From: debbie
Date: Sun, Feb 1,
Subject: RE: thanks for great sermon
To: Pastor
Oh… I need to mention that I got a little lost on my way from the restaurant to my women’s retreat friend’s house… which brought me to road near the 911 garden of reflection… I had never stopped… but of course felt compelled to… I went and held onto the steel girder and prayed for those lost and for peace… I thought about the 3000 people Peter converted with one sermon all those years ago, and remembered it was 3000 people lost on 911… I prayed that they were found that day.

I picked up one of those plastic coins caught on the sculpture… turned it over… it was John 3:16… on Superbowl Sunday… my first time accepting 100%

Smiles…


On Feb 1, 2015 9:27 PM, “Pastor wrote:   Thanks!  The Spirit used you to inspire me.

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From: debbie Date: 02/01

To: Pastor Subject: thanks for great sermon

that was a great sermon and “H” said she knew you were talking about me in the first service and I KNEW you were talking about me in the second service – I liked how you said something like – “just going to go with it…”  and I thought you were very strong in your message…   I was just smiling all the way through…     🙂


Post email note – I added these links after the email chain:

Sting, one of my favorite artists performed a tribute to Bruce Springsteen, with his song “The Rising” – here are the links to Sting’s song and the original and live versions by Bruce – it is a tribute to a firefighter rising to the sky to the world trade center fires and then rising to heaven in that tragic day…  was so on my mind the day I finally committed from 99.44% to 100% in my belief of Jesus that day at the 911 garden of reflection….

Sting:     https://youtu.be/tmWYg4W9CaY

Bruce:     https://youtu.be/6i-fiRgbpr4

Come on up for the rising
Come on up, lay your hands in mine
Come on up for the rising

Someday Soon: See the Light

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A poem to wrap up the week where we finally had rain, the thankfulness season is upon us, the winter comes and short days, yet there are areas which get no daylight at all so we should be THANKFUL for we still have so much! And someday soon God will be our LIGHT – there will be no darkness at all…

A poem first and after that is a song I heard just this week: Someday Soon by Crosby Stills Nash and Young, last album Looking Forward…

Have a blessed day and weekend everyone!!!

See the Light

Help us Lord, hold us tight.

Not freeze our efforts from earthly pain or plight, 

But help us to continue, to fight the good fight.

Help us Lord, to SEE YOUR LIGHT. 

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Darkness need not be at night.

Darkness is the lack of seeing Your Insight.

LIGHT is surely a GLOW to KNOW, YOU’RE SETTING THE STAGE FOR THE FUTURE, RIGHT.

Help us Lord, to SEE YOUR LIGHT. 

AMEN 

Song : Someday Soon 

CSN&Y version:

Lyrics

Someday soon

You will see by the light of day

That someday soon

All your worries will fade away

.

Keep holding on

To the love that has made you strong

And someday soon

Heartache will all be gone

.

Someday soon

I hope good things come to you

And someday soon

Hope your wishes all come true

.

Keep holding on

To the love that has brought you here

And someday soon

Darkness will disappear

.

When life’s too hard to bear for you to take it

Have faith in what you do

You’ve got to tell yourself that you can make it through

.

Someday soon

You will get to be your best

And someday soon

You will finaly get some rest

.

Keep holding on

To the love that came your way

And someday soon

Shadows will fall away